Firstly, I want to tell you that I love you. I love the way you laugh, the way you show concern about me, the way you hold my hand, the way you comfort me and the way you love me back. Never in my life would I have dared to hope and imagine that I would meet someone like you so soon. While I was trying to figure myself out, building up my walls and enjoying my singlehood so much, you came along at such an unexpected timing. You navigated through my bewildering depths, always believing that there was something more and you wanted to find out more. Thank you for never giving up in breaking down my walls again even though I desperately try to build them up. Thank you for allowing me to trust someone so much once again and to just let myself fall.
I know that on some days, I may pull away from you subconsciously, even though I crave your touch so much. This is a reflex of mine, I cannot help it and I know that it hurts you a little. But please give me some time to open my heart and fall into your embrace once again. You are the safe heaven that I know I can always turn to. You are like the home which exists in a person, and I know that you will always be here for me. I wouldn’t have survived this sem without you, darling. I really enjoy our outings, long night talks and study sessions together. Even when we are not talking, your presence in the room is enough to make me feel fulfilled.
I am really blessed to have met you, my hedgehog. I won’t let go of you because you are my person.